rumination
"Rumination is when you repeat the same negative thoughts as a loop in your mind."
I really do wish I did things differently then how I did them before. Now that I've changed as a person and grown into something new, I hope those who no longer wanted to be my friend due to my stupid actions are doing well in life and live it to the fullest and can overcome any roadblocks that get in their life.
Whilst I dread in the memories I made with them, wishing to experience it once more. I know I could never get that experience again and just have to move on with my life and needing to stop holding on to such things
God bless
WetNut
December 8th, 2023